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Time:10:22 pm
...the biggest loser...I used to scoff at it. I refused to watch it...I know its a horribly exploitative reality show, but now I find it so inspiring. Really its the reason I started my diet. Because I was SERIOUSLY thinking about applying for the biggest loser... and then I thought "am i really THAT big?" and the answer is NO, I was smaller than the smallest girl ever on that show. But I still wanted to try out for it. So instead I started my own diet and excercise program. Now granted I dont lose 20 pounds a week like those on the biggest loser show. But im not working out all day. Still I have lost 45 pounds since february 21st of this year. For a normal person without a trainer yelling at them all the time, I think its phenomenal. I'd like to be at 80 pounds weight loss by february next year. That is nothing like what those biggest loser people do...BUT it will be so awesome for me. and I already find myself so much more beautiful than i ever thought i could be. I love myself so much, and its only gonna get better.

physical transformation people...its what im trying to acomplish.
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